Weird..

Sometimes you just don't understand why everything works against you. I spent AUD160 on a microcontroller programmer about a week ago...guess what? It doesn't work. It's so weird, when I called the guy up and asked him, he said it'll work. I had so much problems with it. Now, 1 week later I have returned it back to the supplier. I feel terrible because I have so little time left and everything is just getting messed up. It's so hard not to panic. I don't understand why everything is so difficult and just plain impossible sometimes. I really don't understand. It's not fair...it's just not fair...