Sometimes You're Just Not Good Enough.

I wish scholarship boards would be honest and say things directly. Rather than giving you the famous "the applications have been pouring in and selection was tough" crap..I'd rather they tell you the truth, "Sorry. You're just not good enough. Someone else with better grades and better accomplishments got the chance. Maybe you should stop trying, because we don't even find your accomplishments impressive."

Maybe then it will be better. Maybe then people like me who constantly get rejected by scholarship boards will be able to accept it and stop applying. That's right, from today onwards, I will never apply for another scholarhsip. Ever. I don't need one. I don't need anybody's pity. But, that's what I have decided. I will never ever apply for another scholarship!