Friday, November 25, 2005

Bored

I haven't been up to much, at all. I don't feel like blogging, actually. I have this urge to curl up into a ball and ignore the world. I don't know why - feel very confused. I thought coming home will clear my head. Everything will look crystal clear and I'll know exactly what I have to do. I don't feel that way though. Maybe I expected too much - something I always do. Build up the anticipation, then disappoint myself. I am the cause of my own unhappiness...

1 Comments:

At 11/26/2005 11:19:00 AM , Anonymous sher said...

Hmm I think you do expect too much of yourself. I really don't think you needed to go home thinking you will gain enlightenment, I expected you to just go home and enjoy the time you have there, perhaps reflect on how your experience abroad changes your view of home, if not then just be at home and relax instead of expecting things of yourself. Gees girl you don't know how much I'd like to come home don't ruin your vacation ok I would gladly take your place if I could

 

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